okey ,now gue bisa mleupakan c bangsat dan bisa menyanyangi seseorang yg emnk bener2 sayang sama gue .dulu gue sempet jadian sama ini cwo .trs putuss .pas beberapa tahun ,kita deket lagi dan akhirnya gue jadian sama ini cwo .namanya YOGA ((: .omy GOD .I LOVE HIM SO MUCH .i know ,he loves me .begitu ja dngan gue .heheh .dia bae bnget ,perhatiann ,yaa gtu dehhh .TOP dehh ,hahaha (lebay deh gue) cman ya emnk bener c .
gue jadian tgl 17.02.2010 (L) .muahh muahhh :* sumpah gue seneng bnget !!!
dan gue berharap gue bisa langgeng sama yoga .gue sayang sama yogaa .heheheh .
gue mau cerita lagi ,
selama seminggu ini gue tanding bsket di tarlim .yg futsal jga .karena dia tim futsal jadinya satu bus .hahha .
enak bnget ,seneng yg pastinyaa .hoho .
hhahahahahah .gila seru dehh .gue bener2 seneng .dan hari nii ,gue nemenini dia tanding futsal .heheh .
walapun kalah ,tpi dia udah cba berusaha buat jadi yg terbaik .hehe .saya bangga terhadap dia ((: I LOVE YOU YOGA !! .
mmh .trs ,pas pulang karena gue udah cape bnget ,dingin ,ngantuk .gue ktidurann di pundak dia .yaa mapunnn ,ttrs tngan gue pegang tngan dia .hahah .habisnya dingin bnget .krena di pegang jd berasa hanget gtu .hoho
lebay dah gue ,tpi emnk bener dehhh .trs trss ,pas gue masih setengah sadar .antara mau tdur dan belom tdur ,dia ngelus kepala gue trs cium kpala gue .hehehehe .muahhhh I LOVE YOU AGAIN YOGA ((:
abis itu karena gue pulang ikut owen .gue di bngunin biar gue siap2 mau pulang .ydah dehh .hbis itu terpisahkan lagi saya dngan yogaaa .ahahahahah .
I LOVE YOU ,YOGA PRATAMA !!!!
Jumat, 19 Februari 2010
Minggu, 14 Februari 2010
i swear ...............
if there's a reason
to let you go
to leave you
to live without you
i will never ever do it
cause i have no reason at all
i swear
my world will be change
if there's no you
my world will not be the same
if i ain't with you
happy,fall,disappointed,cry,jealous,angry
doesn't mean anything
but..
you know what i H.AT.E about don't you?
i just wont say
but i know you know
so P.L.E.A.S.E
try to stop it,i know you can
don't ever think that i don't know
i just want you to open it up
just like yesterday
when i fully trust you
when you let me know
i want it all now
can you?
please
i swear
i would-i could-i will
love you more
to let you go
to leave you
to live without you
i will never ever do it
cause i have no reason at all
i swear
my world will be change
if there's no you
my world will not be the same
if i ain't with you
happy,fall,disappointed,cry,jealous,angry
doesn't mean anything
but..
you know what i H.AT.E about don't you?
i just wont say
but i know you know
so P.L.E.A.S.E
try to stop it,i know you can
don't ever think that i don't know
i just want you to open it up
just like yesterday
when i fully trust you
when you let me know
i want it all now
can you?
please
i swear
i would-i could-i will
love you more
A Million Miles Away-Rihanna
Here we lay face to face once again
Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go.
It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.
I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.
And we both know that the story's ending,
We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears
'cause even though you're here,
It feels like you're a million miles away.
Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
For what we were is like a season love is change
And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go.
It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.
I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.
And we both know that the story's ending,
We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears
'cause even though you're here,
It feels like you're a million miles away.
Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
For what we were is like a season love is change
And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside.
Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.
We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before,
While our song is playing its last note,
We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.
And i said: we just pretend that we both will be okay
but deep inside my heart i desperately feel bad
when you said we can go through all of this
i can see in your eyes
you and yourself that you're not sure
While our song is playing its last note,
We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.
And i said: we just pretend that we both will be okay
but deep inside my heart i desperately feel bad
when you said we can go through all of this
i can see in your eyes
you and yourself that you're not sure
My lifetime
boy i won't stop loving you
This i promise from my heart
And you can believe
that we will be happy endlessly
just you and me
And I'll be there just for you
Anywhere you want me to
I really do
I want to spend my life time loving you
i love you (:
This i promise from my heart
And you can believe
that we will be happy endlessly
just you and me
And I'll be there just for you
Anywhere you want me to
I really do
I want to spend my life time loving you
i love you (:
chinese new year and valentine's day
waaa .baru nulis sekarang nih gue ,gak sempet sejak ada mid semster ,jdi harus bener2 belajar .hahaha .gila deh gue stressss !!! mmh .ersa ersaaaaa gue kangen sama lo .gak smsn selama 2hari .udah kyak 2 abad aja ))": menyedihkan sekali ):
gila nihh parah bnget valentine"s day ,sama imlek gak ada sama sekali yg special .parah dehhh .gak di sms ,gak di telfn ,cuek bnge.
gue bingung ,maksudnya apa cba ,ngasih harapan cman kosong .gak ada artinya sama sekali .parah deh yaa .
aduhh .setia neh gue .tpi apa cba balesannya .grr .geu sebel .
valentine tahun ini paling menyebalkannn !! gila deh beneran .mana dapet angpao cuman sedikit .bener2 parah !!
stresss deh yaaaa .i need you .i need more angpao jgaa .hehehe .bertambah umur ,dapet angpaonya berkurang neh .parah dehh yaa .gue gak terimaa .
harusnya tetep sama kyak dulu dulu .dpaetnya banyak .eh sekarang yg udah mulai dewasa ,
dapet angpoanya cman sedikit .gilee gileee .
mampet dehh dompet gue ,tabungan gue ,dapet angpao segitu .parah bener .curangg ade gue yg dapetnya bnyak .
huhuhu .
di tahun ini ,gue sama sekali gak bersemangan ngucapin valentine atau happy chinese new year sama sekali .hahah .cman klo ada orang yg ngucapin bru gue bales .klo gak ?
gak bkalan gue ucapin .gue gak niat c yaa .hahaha .gila deh .
habisnya jga c ,gak ada yg special sama sekali .gak ada someone special .di tahun 2010 gue bener2 gak hoki .hahaha .
kejamnya tahun ini .jahat bnget !!!
gue mau kembali jadi tahun 2009 aja dehh .lebih enakk .hahaha .lebih nyenenginnn !!!
gue kngenn tahunn 2009 .
mmh .malem2 gini sbenernya jga gue nungguin ersa sms gu .yaaa ngomng something yg udah lama gue tunggu2 .tapi ..............
parah gak c ? gak di sms2 jga sama dia .emnk c ,hri ini dia baru pulang dri medan ,tapi gue tetep harus nunggu .karena emnk benran gue sayang sama dia .hehe .
setia .gue kan orangnya seti .hehehhe (gombal) wkwkwk .stress nih gue malem ini .gak ada nemenin.
mmy ,klo gue di kasih 2 permintaan aja gtu ya sama Tuhan ,gue mau berdoa gini ,
" Tuhann ,hari ini aku mau sesuatu yg aku inginkan terjadi .gak mesti hari ini jga gpp .aku ingin ersa mngatakan something sama akuu .aku sayang dia .dan aku harap dia jga (: mungkin ini memang egois .tapi aku menginginkannya .dan aku ingin di tahun 2010 ini ,aku selalu bersama dia ,dan keluarga tercinta aku (( i love my family and i love ersa and especially I LOVE YOU ,GOD .gak ada yg lain .makasih Tuhann .AMIN "
nah itu doa gue .hahha .lebay lebayy .gila ya ampunn lebay bnget gue .cman ya itu yg gue mauu (:
gak slah kannn ?hehehe .
hahaha .dan ,malem ini jga ,gue dan sekeluarga ke jakarta lohh .heheh .makan makannn .yummmy .enak pula .tpi sayangnya gue dlam masa pendiatan .jadiiii ,gue gak makan banyak2 deh .parah kann .padhal enak2 .ada babi makanan kesuakaan gue .huhu .ayam .gtu2 lahhh .beuhhh gue ngiler liatnya .gue cman makan dikit .parah parahhhhh !!heheh .tpi gpp lah .yg pnting gue udh cbain semunya makanannya walupun sedikit )": hehehe .
mmh ......
klo gtu ,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE ALL ((:
i love you ,guys .heheh ((:
gila nihh parah bnget valentine"s day ,sama imlek gak ada sama sekali yg special .parah dehhh .gak di sms ,gak di telfn ,cuek bnge.
gue bingung ,maksudnya apa cba ,ngasih harapan cman kosong .gak ada artinya sama sekali .parah deh yaa .
aduhh .setia neh gue .tpi apa cba balesannya .grr .geu sebel .
valentine tahun ini paling menyebalkannn !! gila deh beneran .mana dapet angpao cuman sedikit .bener2 parah !!
stresss deh yaaaa .i need you .i need more angpao jgaa .hehehe .bertambah umur ,dapet angpaonya berkurang neh .parah dehh yaa .gue gak terimaa .
harusnya tetep sama kyak dulu dulu .dpaetnya banyak .eh sekarang yg udah mulai dewasa ,
dapet angpoanya cman sedikit .gilee gileee .
mampet dehh dompet gue ,tabungan gue ,dapet angpao segitu .parah bener .curangg ade gue yg dapetnya bnyak .
huhuhu .
di tahun ini ,gue sama sekali gak bersemangan ngucapin valentine atau happy chinese new year sama sekali .hahah .cman klo ada orang yg ngucapin bru gue bales .klo gak ?
gak bkalan gue ucapin .gue gak niat c yaa .hahaha .gila deh .
habisnya jga c ,gak ada yg special sama sekali .gak ada someone special .di tahun 2010 gue bener2 gak hoki .hahaha .
kejamnya tahun ini .jahat bnget !!!
gue mau kembali jadi tahun 2009 aja dehh .lebih enakk .hahaha .lebih nyenenginnn !!!
gue kngenn tahunn 2009 .
mmh .malem2 gini sbenernya jga gue nungguin ersa sms gu .yaaa ngomng something yg udah lama gue tunggu2 .tapi ..............
parah gak c ? gak di sms2 jga sama dia .emnk c ,hri ini dia baru pulang dri medan ,tapi gue tetep harus nunggu .karena emnk benran gue sayang sama dia .hehe .
setia .gue kan orangnya seti .hehehhe (gombal) wkwkwk .stress nih gue malem ini .gak ada nemenin.
mmy ,klo gue di kasih 2 permintaan aja gtu ya sama Tuhan ,gue mau berdoa gini ,
" Tuhann ,hari ini aku mau sesuatu yg aku inginkan terjadi .gak mesti hari ini jga gpp .aku ingin ersa mngatakan something sama akuu .aku sayang dia .dan aku harap dia jga (: mungkin ini memang egois .tapi aku menginginkannya .dan aku ingin di tahun 2010 ini ,aku selalu bersama dia ,dan keluarga tercinta aku (( i love my family and i love ersa and especially I LOVE YOU ,GOD .gak ada yg lain .makasih Tuhann .AMIN "
nah itu doa gue .hahha .lebay lebayy .gila ya ampunn lebay bnget gue .cman ya itu yg gue mauu (:
gak slah kannn ?hehehe .
hahaha .dan ,malem ini jga ,gue dan sekeluarga ke jakarta lohh .heheh .makan makannn .yummmy .enak pula .tpi sayangnya gue dlam masa pendiatan .jadiiii ,gue gak makan banyak2 deh .parah kann .padhal enak2 .ada babi makanan kesuakaan gue .huhu .ayam .gtu2 lahhh .beuhhh gue ngiler liatnya .gue cman makan dikit .parah parahhhhh !!heheh .tpi gpp lah .yg pnting gue udh cbain semunya makanannya walupun sedikit )": hehehe .
mmh ......
klo gtu ,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE ALL ((:
i love you ,guys .heheh ((:
Senin, 08 Februari 2010
drugs
4 years ago,i hate you
your face are so arrogant
with you and your jacket style
through my room
Then we know each other from one of my friend
and you said that you love me
we go for 1 years
i hate cigarettes
you play behind my back with it
i felt so sad
won't my prince got into it
then we broke up
but we reconnected
6 months after we broke up
i give you a chance
and i'm so deep into you
but,yeah i'm a childish
i broke up with you,again.
i thought if you're my prince
we'll back again some day later
now i turn around
you with her now
i'm with him yesterday
i told you about him
you won't tell me about her
i don't know why?
Then after i'm over it
you go close your door
and broke the key
so i feel like i can't open it again
why?
you go,you don't care
i don't know
aren't you just pretend?
or this is real?
why?
you make my mind blow up
you so hard to forget
is there any 3rd chance?
if i am your princess
would you be my prince?
i'm here to make sure your answer
whatever you couldn't hear
you can't understand
yeah,i'm addicted to you
just like my heroin
you're my drugs
your face are so arrogant
with you and your jacket style
through my room
Then we know each other from one of my friend
and you said that you love me
we go for 1 years
i hate cigarettes
you play behind my back with it
i felt so sad
won't my prince got into it
then we broke up
but we reconnected
6 months after we broke up
i give you a chance
and i'm so deep into you
but,yeah i'm a childish
i broke up with you,again.
i thought if you're my prince
we'll back again some day later
now i turn around
you with her now
i'm with him yesterday
i told you about him
you won't tell me about her
i don't know why?
Then after i'm over it
you go close your door
and broke the key
so i feel like i can't open it again
why?
you go,you don't care
i don't know
aren't you just pretend?
or this is real?
why?
you make my mind blow up
you so hard to forget
is there any 3rd chance?
if i am your princess
would you be my prince?
i'm here to make sure your answer
whatever you couldn't hear
you can't understand
yeah,i'm addicted to you
just like my heroin
you're my drugs
Jumat, 05 Februari 2010
come back .
haiiiii .udahhh lama gue gak nulissss .hahahaha .gak tua nihh belakangan ini gue lagi maless malesnyaaa .
wkwkwk .apalagii yang bntar lagi ada mid semester .aduhhhh byanginn dong bru jga masuk gak ampe sebulan udah mid semesterrr .hahahaha .capek stressssss gak c? yaiyaaalahh yaaa capekkk .hahaha .tapi gue bawa enjoy aja lahh yaa .belajarr jgaaaa nehh gue belom belajar sama sekaliii .parah gak c ? apalagi bntar lagi tgl 14februarii ,udah valentineee .gila yaa baru tahun ini gue valentine tanpa seseotrang yg gue sayanggg (maksud gue pacar) huaaa .menyedihkan sekali gak c? tmn2 gue pada ngerayainnya bareng cwo mreka gue sendiri yg belom punya cwo.padahal dlu ,gue yg punya pacar pas valentine tiba .eh sekarang malah kebalikk .aduhh puisngggg dehh .mana valentine digabung sama imlek jga lagi .ckckck.tambah pusing aja deh tuh yaaa .pengen dehhh punya pacar ,kyak tmn2 gue .gak sendirii .wlaupun masih ada orang tua dan temann yg slalu bersama gue .tapi tetep aja ada yg kurangg .nyebelinn bnget )):
hampanya hidup gue hhhwhw (kyak judul lagu deh itu mahh) wkwk .tapi emnk benerannn gilaa merana abiss hidup gue .trsss yg ditambah kaki gue kena ankle .ckck .udah 2mnggu gak sembuh2 .padahal tgl 16 feb nanti mau ada tanding .mudah2an aja yaa gue bisa maen .kakii gue nehh rada2 emnk ,saat di butuhkan malah sakit ,keki abiss gak c ? gila yaaa.abis itu ada sparing jgaaa .ihh woww .bnyak bnget .sparing tanding dateng di saat kaki gue lagi gak bener2 sehat .huaaaaa .parahhhh.
trsss masalah pacarr ,jujur gue masih mennggu someonee buat ntar dia nembak gue di saat valentine (woo NGAREP ABISSS) tp gpp donk gue ngarepp,pede dikid gpp .siapa tau jdi bener .ya gak ? hahahahaha .
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